For the one who stole my mind, my thoughts and my heart - This is such a strange feeling that I am experiencing. I am displaying some kind of a balance in my actions. However, my mind is constantly having thoughts of you alone, even though other mundane activities are still carrying on without any hinderance. Life is being so condratictory to what is there in the mind. Not fair! No other thing or person seems to be top priority like you. My mind pictures your presence around me all the times and I love that feeling. But my eyes long to see you! To be in your constant view. When and how is this going to happen? Or, is this going to happen at all?

There are so many feelings that rise in me the very moment you come you before my eyes. I cannot and do not dare to express or even try to decipher what they are, as if by doing that, I am not able to 

translate what exactly is working in my system, and if that is incomplete – I would never forgive myself! There is so much that I can see in you and so much that I can see in myself before you. What, is this love?

My eyes long to see you. My hands ache for that touch. When will you make my fingers fortunate by letting them hold your face? Even as you don’t pass by me, I can feel you around me. I can smell your soul. I can feel the vibration of your absent presence and that shatters my entire self. I know that when I see you, I am not just myself. I am totally transported into a new being that insists to come out. Until now, has not ha

d much motivation to, but then on seeing you, my new being persists on staying. What have you done to me? Our meeting was so casual, but then it has set about a total imbalance in my life. My life – I thought was so sure, so secure, so focused, so balanced – everything has been proven false. Now, I really do not know when I am going to get over you and move on further with my life and finally let you lead yours too. I wait for opportunities to look at you. Images of your presence are the only monuments that I treasure. I dare to blink my eyes in fear of losing one glimpse of your face.

How do I convince you that your real presence alone would calm my restless mind? From the very first time that we met – trust me, it was love. My life has become so heavy. I feel ultimately burdened with the love that I have for you. Waiting to safely rest it in your hands. But then, do you want it? It is very easy even to die, but then living after seeing you and not having you is such a herculen task, and I do not know how long I will be able to carry on like this. Why should you ever come before me? Every time that I look at you, and our eyes meet, don’t you see the love that I have for you? Tell me, are you not able to see it? Tell me?

Life now seems so dull and empty. Only you can add a complete meaning to my shallow life. You have thrown open before me, a whole new meaning to the concept of love. I thought, love was over in my life, but then after seeing you – you have revived that lover in me but then, don’t you want to accept the love that I have for you. To whom else can I give it to, but the creator? Accept me, and accept my love for you.

Listen, can you hear the words that bear the love that I have for you – I want you to hear them, as I have never said them and I will never. The moment you are able to listen to my unsaid love, then I will know that you have understood and you acknowledge the feelings that I have for you. Tell me love, are your ears ready to listen to the song of love? Dumb, that I am, cannot sing for you. Sweet heart, I want to hold you – close to me. I want to hug you and lie there safely in your shoulders. And as you embrace me, I want you to feel the warmth of my love. Will you ever understand the intensity of the love that I have for you? Will you?

As I lie awake, I am constantly thinking of you. You are always there be fore my eyes. Your name lies constantly on my lips. You should know this – you have totally messed up my life. Why? My life was a dormant volcano that has now erupted on seeing you. I am unable to bear this torture. It is too much for me to bear. As I think all the more to avoid you, I end up thinking more about you. I do not know how to lessen my burden. How much of writing will help? How much more of talking to myself will help? How much more of spelling your name will help? Tell me love, what should I do? Here I am dying in your thoughts, thinking about you all the time. Tell me, what to do? I am lost, lost in your thoughts. Help me come out of this mess and get on with life. Do something! I need you boss, I totally need you. This is it! I love you.